well..its been 9 days since i make my decision to let go of her....
since that day,i never once didn;t think of her though i put away all her stuff and even deleted her no.in my hp and block her in my MSN....and eveything which will remind me of her..
i though that would be the best way for me to actually not thinking of her..but
as days goes by...
i had dreams of her....and she kept on thinking of her everytime..when i was walking,driving or studying.
and today,i had my most terible day.....i felt missing her so much....
so in the end i called her ... and ask if she's free....she said yes but have to be back by 6pm it was 4 when i called her..pick her up at 4.30 and we went to secret recipe to had a drink...talked for an hour and we had a good conversation..laughs and good response...
paid for my drink as well as her drink....
and off we go...
peace and no disturbance....it was really nice except for teh blender in the secret recipe.....other than tat it goes really fine...all i expected..
one thing i had in my was...
alan,you let go of her already,don;t do anything stupid or saying anything to personal,keep that to yurself...
i really don;t knwo if i can let go of her..but my heart telling to wait for her until she finish her studies in overseas which is 4 years later....