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[twistedangel]

guys...thank u once again..im glad that i came to my senses..thank for being so considerate..im feeling much better..still shakey but ill get through..whats the worst that could happen anyway...

 

[links]

angel,

glad to see you back here...many of us here is also recovering from the pain...lets help each other... ;)

 

[satria_95]

Without pain, there'll be no lesson learnt. Hard it may be but surviving through it will make one a true victor of strength.

 

[twistedangel]

u knoe at times..im okie being alone and im ready to just get on with everything and nite comes or when a certain time comes and im there so alone..i fall apart faster than i put myself together..

i pray..i pray so hard..that ill see the purpose god put me here..on earth..and when i talk to guys and people like all of u..i have faith that there is someone out there worth while..that deserves me..

did i blow my chance away?sometimes i regret..n sometimes i wish i never had the memories i have..i thought if i ran to a comfort of someone i knew it would be okie to just talk and get hugs..but its not the same like it was before with him..and nothing seems to work..when he used to hug me and everything would be alrite..or just hold my hand n tell me that he would be there for me..

n then i start thinkin of what he did to me and i just move on..n i feel kicking his balls and tellin him u can eat ur heart out uve lost a good thing and u dont even realize it... guess i need attention and appreciation..for bein just me..im not slim..tall or amazingly pretty i dont bring a guy to their knees with a stunning smile...im not sporty..or totally ravishing..

but i think i have personality and i guess im really messed up rite now..but why do we say never judge a book by its cover yet most people are just so shallow...

 

[sleepyone]

Judge a book by its cover .. Who doesnt ? But just cause u aint pretty to someone's eye's doesnt mean you're not for others .. Just think of that .. No matter what it is think there is someone out there who deserve all your loving and devotion and we all know, you'll meet one who'll love you deeply and affectionately too .. We arent destined to live alone, we need back ups ! All the members of zth will be there for u .. Lol , sorry new member ah just check this thread out and decided to drop a msg .. Hope I didnt offend anyone .. Btw, twistedangel do take care !

 

[elaine2284]

well well... angel.. im sure u can go thru this...
u still have lots of friends here at zth.. so... dont give up... kanbateh... ^_^

 

[EG8]

at first i never believe there will be a lady forummer in zerotohundred
but now i belif ler

anyway twistedangel, may God bless you always.Life is a journey, not a destination. You still have a long way to go girl. So paved your journey with happiness which is up to you to materialised it.

 

[EG8]

headache bro

anyway, have u ever talked to her in person? Does anyone spoke to her before?

Sounds weird la...

 

[glozz]

guys...thank u once again..im glad that i came to my senses..thank for being so considerate..im feeling much better..still shakey but ill get through..whats the worst that could happen anyway...

That's the spirit! Remember, life's too short to just end it like that. Are we really that pitiful until we have to take our lives just because of problems? Isn't there a better way?

u knoe at times..im okie being alone and im ready to just get on with everything and nite comes or when a certain time comes and im there so alone..i fall apart faster than i put myself together..

i pray..i pray so hard..that ill see the purpose god put me here..on earth..and when i talk to guys and people like all of u..i have faith that there is someone out there worth while..that deserves me..

did i blow my chance away?sometimes i regret..n sometimes i wish i never had the memories i have..i thought if i ran to a comfort of someone i knew it would be okie to just talk and get hugs..but its not the same like it was before with him..and nothing seems to work..when he used to hug me and everything would be alrite..or just hold my hand n tell me that he would be there for me..

n then i start thinkin of what he did to me and i just move on..n i feel kicking his balls and tellin him u can eat ur heart out uve lost a good thing and u dont even realize it... guess i need attention and appreciation..for bein just me..im not slim..tall or amazingly pretty i dont bring a guy to their knees with a stunning smile...im not sporty..or totally ravishing..

but i think i have personality and i guess im really messed up rite now..but why do we say never judge a book by its cover yet most people are just so shallow...

twisted,
My advise for you now is the same as always. Time to close the chapter on what has happened. Move on. It'll hurt, but time heals all. You've gone through quite a bit. Take a load off. It's time you gathered yourself together again.

Avoid thinking too much. In life, if you think too much; it means that you're not doing enough. GOD answers all our questions and needs in due time. Question is; is the answer what we're looking for?

Don't read too much into what's happened, just focus on getting your life back on track. Like I said; don't think too much. What's happened, has happened. Time to move on. Work on yourself; get your degree done, and do whatever it'll take to make yourself happy.

People are fickle, that's life. What to do? We say never judge a book by it's cover, but how many of us can stand next to a filthy, stinking beggar? Then again, there's no right or wrong. Only perspectives.

Good luck. If you're up to seeing headache, i might just follow; if you're agreeable to it.

 

[glozz]

Originally posted by satria_95@Oct 9 2004, 00:41
Without pain, there'll be no lesson learnt. Hard it may be but surviving through it will make one a true victor of strength.

2 sayings here:

What doesn't kill you, can only make you stronger.
If life throws you a lemon, make lemonade.

 

[twistedangel]

EG8..if u pay more attention ull actually notice there is more than 1 female forumer in here..and if ur doubting if im genuine or not well im..headache has spoken to me over the phone..

glozz and headache... id be more than happy to meet up with u guys..though id like to choose the venue..if u guys wouldnt mind..and i dont mind a group of people but it depends on who it is... like i wouldnt mind seeing speedspirit , jchk ,damien and a few others that has been overly concerned about me..

once again thx guys...im feeling much better..yea certain issues still are touchy id have to admit ..but im gettin on..n working towards being strong...

 

[EG8]

twistedangel.

my bad. sorry about that.

just take care of yourself and dont read too much mushy romance book. it will make you more depressed. get help from professional if possible.

cheerio

 

[twistedangel]

thx EG8 ill keep that in mind stay away from romance books for a while... :)
will do...

 

[Cypress]

keep on moving twistedangel!ganbateh! ;)

 

[EG8]

wah so fast eh u reply?

 

[twistedangel]

online right now.. u guys are pretty fast too..lol

 

[Cypress]

y r bored so v reply fast :lol:

 

[twistedangel]

so right cypress... :)

 

[Cypress]

hahhahaevery1 agree!haha :lol:

 

[EG8]

go play some online games la