I know u guys really damn dissapointed wit me.....but SAT i was really going out already then everything happen.....haiz.........was a damn lousy day..........i was damn piss off and was walking around my area for about 3 hours walking walking walking none stop try to cool my self down.......as was walking i was thinking it is so unfair why u guys can enjoy and have fun but i cant.....and i was like stuck in my brain wit alot of why......?????? WHY!!!!!!!!!! haiz........damn my brain n myself was stuck.......i was thinking wat will happen if i die........will my whole problem stop.....???? problem like (no moding, not much tt, always sit at home....etc....), damn feel heartache...... when will I solve my problem........and as i walk n walk till i damn tired already i went home........without solving my problem.........as usual waterfall was expexcted non stop........ all cold like ais......i cant talk coz the moment i talk i will be valcano........cant sleep staring at the celing wondring how to solve my problem.......in the end sleept at dunno wat time coz drak room wit waterfall.........morning saw my waterfall still draining like drain water still flow........haiz heart soften then start to talk.........haiz..........tell me lar guys wat to do...........tat night when i was walking alone i wanted to find some 1 to talk wit but couldnt find any to talk wit.......and it hurts more when start to think of u guys draging away laughing away makes me really sad and lonely..........haiz........full of trouble..........