my chan ching story?
i let go of her lor..since last week..
delete her no. from hp,block her from MSn so i couldn;t see her online and she won;t see me online either...put away her photographs and the stuff she gave me...
why?cos if i do;t then i can;t let go of her lor
must let go of her la..because she would be happier that way la..don;t have to min chor chor when see me......
honestly..still love her alot....until now also cannot stop thinkging of her..many things reminds me of her and when it happens it really makes me feel sad because i know it won;t happen anymore...
and what i'm gonna do?
well,,..calm down for now..and will contact her when i'm better then we'l see hwat happen the next four years as she'll be away to aus next year..and probably come back 3 years later..
mebbe will wait for her and see what happen 4 years later..or if another one came into my life then mai forget about her and just be friends lor..
2 things i learn are
-if you love her tell her
-loving somebody is not owning her but seing her happy