It's soooo sad to give away a puppy man.....imagine, when u look into their eyes when you're giving it away that time, it really hurts man....i cant bear that.....i can really understand how u feel man.....but sometimes, u just have no choice ler.....just hope for the best for them......i'm a super dog lover man....just cant have any dogs liow cos the last one died last year and it really took me quite awhile to get over it....don wanna go through those sort of pain ler......
I can still remember that particular day, before i went out for dinner, he looked at me ...you could actually tell that they are trying to say goodbye to you....he just sat there quietly and just looked at you.....(he was already coughing quite alot and heavy breathing as well)......
3 hours later, when i came back...while i was driving into the porch, i just saw him motionless at the porch.....expected it to happen one day but didnt expect it to be so soon.....i came down from the car..... carried him and put him into his favourite basket where he always sleeps in and covered him with a rag up to his neck....so he would looked like he was just sleeping....i had tears in my eyes man.....so sad....so so sad....
His name was Rex....a miniature pincher.....prior to his death, he was diagnosed with cancer...something to do with his ear and throat i think.....i dunno how he got it but i suspected it was due to some old injuries...bcos there was once, Rex actually ran out of the house and came back with his ear bleeding and swollen.....it looked like someone had just kicked him.....i really cant imagine which MotherfXXker could actually do that to a pincher.......so i guess the wound didnt heal properly even after i brought it to the vet....and it became infected......
BUt the doc already told me that he has about 6 months to live after he was diagnosed with the cancer....now when i think about it, i really feel the pain man.......i bring him to the vet for some chemo injection stuff every 2 weeks.....after every session u could see him suffering as he felt very very weak like that...but after 2 days he will be very active and happy again......so that went on for 6 months....and i think he decided to give up as he was strugglin.....so REX left us....
I called up the doc the next day, and told her about it, she actually cried and said she felt so sad that she couldnt do anything more to help REX....i understood that they did their best.... Rex had been visiting the vet so often, even the docs there grew very attached to him......but i know they tried very hard to prolong REX's stay here with all of us....
BUt there is one thing that i'm sure of.....Rex was a fighter....he fought to stay with us as long as he could but at the end.....god loves him more.....he will look after Rex for us...